February 2011
50 posts
January 2011
44 posts
Can't stop.
After graduation, I want to live and experience amazing things and just feel free! I want to travel and not be afraid to do ANYTHING. I want to FEEL like I can do anything I want. I want new experiences. I don’t want to be restricted to anything; especially not my room.
I never want to look back on my life and regret not doing things when I was young.
“Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And...”
– Josh Groban
TOP 10 REASONS TO SMILE
It makes you attractive.
It changes your mood.
It is contagious.
It relieves stress.
It boosts your immune system.
It lowers your blood pressure.
It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
It makes you seem successful.
It helps you stay positive.
Conflict.
AH. I’m so frustrated. My whole life I’ve wanted to work as a Disney princess in Disney World, and I’ve wanted to do the Disney college program when I graduated.
I was filling out the applications and watching a presentation and now I’m completely conflicted. First off, the auditions for characters are in random-ass Philadelphia on a weeknight and I wouldn’t be...
“All dressed up and no one to blow!”
– Nichole Mueller
I have everything I want; is it ever enough?
So many positive things are happening to me! (Knock on wood!) In my Musical Theatre Workshop class, we do a performance during finals week, and the professor gave me the lead performer/vocalist in an ensemble piece from A Chorus Line.
I was so surprised, because I never get the leading parts in any of these classes. These little things are making me feel much more confident in myself! I’m...
“I hope you haven’t forgotten to breathe!!! and enjoy your life!!!!!!!!!”
– Bea (She always knew how to fix everything! I miss her good advice)
So much happiness!
WOW!
I just got cast in my first mainstage (after 3 and a half years!) as Sally Simpson in The Who’s Tommy!
I cannot even begin to describe how amazing this feels for me, particularly after the last few months. My theatre professor had basically told me I had no talent and I was the ONLY person in the class recommended not to continue on to the next level.
Now I auditioned for the show...
Jonathan Larson (2/4/60 – 1/25/96)
Measure in Love/No Day but Today.
Thank you.
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE let this work out!
I think I’m feeling too optimistic/hopeful about it, since the odds are against me, and I hate getting letting down so much. I got so close in the last 2 auditions last semester and it didn’t work out.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHH! It’s my last semester here! PLEASE!
“Use the talents you possess, for the woods would be very silent if no birds...”
– Henry Van Dyke
Firework →
Okay, I know she’s not the greatest, but I actually really love the lyrics to this song and the video (especially the middle-towards the end) is beautiful and has been inspiring to me. I know, it’s Katy Perry.
Dear Self/Any sort of higher power,
What is wrong with you? You need to be better by this weekend. Please let me be okay again. I don’t want to have these horrible crying spells anymore and I just want to live my life. I want to remember what it’s like to just be me. It isn’t fair anymore and I’m trying really hard. Why am I the only person who doesn’t have faith in ME?
Fight Off Your Demons: Beyond frustrated. →
bottledskies:
I’m going back to school on Saturday. My boyfriend is going to Massachusetts on Thursday so Wednesday is the last day I’ll see him before I go. He’s leaving for a month in February, then again in April, May, June and July. I’ll barely be able to see him before he leaves on Thursday, even though I…
I know the feeling. We’ll have to bond more this semester! Long...
“Distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold.. its for those knowing a...”
Mind racing.
Why can’t Tumblr have a special feature, where I can post all my emotions and crazy thoughts, but limit who can see it? LiveJournal used to have that.
I only want my friends to know what’s going on with me, because I know they love me no matter what I write! BLAH.
“I realized that I would never grow tired of Rent’s music. I would always be...”
– Anthony Rapp, Without You: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Musical Rent.
“When you think you are going crazy, the chances are you are not, since...”
Sorry, a million posts.
Chris’ EX GIRLFRIEND is in one of my really small classes next semester, with 3 of her best friends. And I don’t know anyone in it. And I’m awkward. SO AWKWARD!
VOYAGE OF THE LITTLE MERMAID Colorful puppets, live performances, incredible special effects, and the heartwarming music from the movie create a one-of-a-kind theatrical experience.
Seeking: Ariel: Principal female, lyrical pop soprano. Youthful, petite, 5’1”-5’4”. Typecast.
UGH. I want to audition for this.
WatchTHIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD.
Mean Girls meets Disney. WATCH!
I’ve been to 8 doctors since I’ve been on break. I think that means break needs to be over so it ends.
“If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe...”
Emotions;
All over the place. Scared, happy, sad, panicked, frustrated, impatient, scared, grateful, loved, appreciative, doubtful, sorry, consumed, blessed, in love, guilty, scared.
Who am I?
There’s so many things I want to write in long detail, but I don’t know if I’m ready just yet.
http://www.depersonalization.info/overview.html →
“Your path is yours alone. And if it’s the path less traveled, that’s...”
– Laird Hamilton
My road to recovery
This is going to be a difficult process for me, but it’s something I NEED to work on or else I’m going to let my life spin out of control like is has the past few weeks.
1. Stop complaining. This is going to be close to impossible for me, but even a complaint like, “This food is too burnt” or something needs to be limited. I want people to call me out on this. Sometimes I...